The last week has been hard. I had troubles with both of my cats. One of them ran away (he is back now) and the other is sick.
I get very easily anxious in situations like these and it just adds up.
I guess I am at a standstill. I get these enourmous urges to self-destruct. I sleep for 12 hours and leave literal piles of stuff around me in my bedroom. I think I may be trying to build a fortress.
My chores for tomorrow are to send two emails and to put my clutter for sale on the Internet.
Kisses.
